I just have those memories
Trying to suppress and reconcile my heart's robbery
I am at an unexplainable loss
Life has become like a mirror without gloss
It was fun with her
Now, life looks bleak and blur
Not that I was bad
Of her, may be so mad
Still the memories keep me moving
The break up makes my heart mowing
Something between us was so special
Body, Mind and Soul: so sensual
Somewhere something went wrong
Now, it's been ages since we spoke for long
Whatever, Life moves on
Those episodes right now gone
TIME heals our past
My LIFE's sail without a mast
These compromises and sacrifices
My promises and practices
Keep on coming and going
Words keep fumbling and mumbling
But the bottom line is...
May be she is pissed
I have lost her
Separated from my lovely dear
And now I have been left to murmur
Wounds and memories, my only armour
I have lost her, but not her memories
Her care, hair and lovely allotropies
Those special moments of chatting
Those anxious moments of waiting
Those lovely moments of texting
Those cute moments of her thinking
But, my mind is at crossroads
My heart has got an emotional overload
For should I let those memories fade
She sparkled and was gorgeous like a jade
Still, she is so special
Not so social
She's my cute girl
Her thoughts brings those locked up tears unfurled
Longing to hear her soft voice
Her gait and pose and poise
The way she whispers my name
Shuts off my brain and makes me lame
Her emotional email
And a few childish blackmails
May be she found someone better
But the very thought of it makes me bitter
Whatever it is, I regret her loss
Whomsoever's may have been the flaws
She is the one who drove me crazy
Who made my life a melange of sweet frenzy
Now can't reach her mobile
My heart's crushed and in rubbles
My number has been blocked
After all those love locks
No response from social networking
After all those loving and cuddling
Not a single word for my emails
May be she thought I got another female
Oh! My cutie pie
You have endured all my lovely lies
It's difficult to come to terms with reality
All my life, thought love was a frivolity
For that, I am paying a huge price
My ego and heart have shrunk in size
Alas! Waiting for your kind word
Atleast before the flight of this longing bird
From this sad world!
--------------- Venky: 10/11/2010