MEMORIES

I just have those memories

Trying to suppress and reconcile my heart's robbery

I am at an unexplainable loss

Life has become like a mirror without gloss

It was fun with her

Now, life looks bleak and blur

Not that I was bad

Of her, may be so mad

Still the memories keep me moving

The break up makes my heart mowing

Something between us was so special

Body, Mind and Soul: so sensual

Somewhere something went wrong

Now, it's been ages since we spoke for long

Whatever, Life moves on

Those episodes right now gone

TIME heals our past

My LIFE's sail without a mast

These compromises and sacrifices

My promises and practices

Keep on coming and going

Words keep fumbling and mumbling

But the bottom line is...

May be she is pissed

I have lost her

Separated from my lovely dear

And now I have been left to murmur

Wounds and memories, my only armour

I have lost her, but not her memories

Her care, hair and lovely allotropies

Those special moments of chatting

Those anxious moments of waiting

Those lovely moments of texting

Those cute moments of her thinking

But, my mind is at crossroads

My heart has got an emotional overload

For should I let those memories fade

She sparkled and was gorgeous like a jade

Still, she is so special

Not so social

She's my cute girl

Her thoughts brings those locked up tears unfurled

Longing to hear her soft voice

Her gait and pose and poise

The way she whispers my name

Shuts off my brain and makes me lame

Her emotional email

And a few childish blackmails

May be she found someone better

But the very thought of it makes me bitter

Whatever it is, I regret her loss

Whomsoever's may have been the flaws

She is the one who drove me crazy

Who made my life a melange of sweet frenzy

Now can't reach her mobile

My heart's crushed and in rubbles

My number has been blocked

After all those love locks

No response from social networking

After all those loving and cuddling

Not a single word for my emails

May be she thought I got another female

Oh! My cutie pie

You have endured all my lovely lies

It's difficult to come to terms with reality

All my life, thought love was a frivolity

For that, I am paying a huge price

My ego and heart have shrunk in size

Alas! Waiting for your kind word

Atleast before the flight of this longing bird

From this sad world!

--------------- Venky: 10/11/2010