DIWALI

Diwali's supposed to be the festival of lights
Hope it will make everyone's life bright
All our problems and plights
We must fight them outright
Be united and show our might
Let's put an end to communal fights
And work our way towards life's heights...
This was one small poem I wrote in 2009!!!

AU REVOIR "SUNIL"

You were not just our MANAGER
Also a great and inspiring MENTOR
I look back at the past few days
Where work was made exciting everyday
You always expected more from us
And every time gave us new challenges
You wanted us to step out of our comfort ZONE
And gave us exposure for our skills to HONE!

We've shared lots of memorable moments
You gave us your frank and outspoken comments
You're always straight-forward
Be it a scorn or an applaud!

You deserve commendable accolades for our TEAM's inception
We did have a nice and warm reception
All those team outings vivid in our memories
Time has flew past like a pleasant reverie

We've developed lots of trust and great rapport
We sincerely thank you for all your support
Wishing you all the very best for future endeavours
You are ONE special person for all of us to remember!!!

With Luv and respect...
Dedicated to my boss :-)

Inspiration!!!

I realize as each day goes astray
Fate has taken me from her away
It may be because I am all work and no play
Or I really wonder was I slightly delayed
She is my most treasured maiden
Her loss makes me stress-laden
Her voice and words are golden
She is the mistress of my love’s garden
The more time I spend and dither
Binds me together in her memories like tethers
My efforts and passion are devout
May be my emotions I need to surmount
Will I be fitting for her and tantamount
In love and relationships, I aint a connoisseur
Right now, I am just a desolate and desperate monsieur
The more I suppress and my heart goes calm
In a matter of time, it needs to be embalmed
Though my mind is supple and emotionally lurch
The very thought of her gives me the ephemeral surge
Most part of my life I have spent in solitude
If you are there, it refines my attitude and redefines my altitude
You are the perfect one who is cute and astute
However adroit I was, now you’re making me a doit
Your presence and essence targets me relentless
All the after effects and your memories are merciless
Once my mind was stern, sturdy and steady
You have made it flaccid with your love’s acid
I was once a ruthless soldier
Now, my mind squanders, my heart meanders and my body merely wanders
My life just seems to be bereft
As each second passes, it just goes adrift
I always try to open up my heart
But girl! Don’t you pierce it with your dart
The more I get closer, it gets that much tougher
I may end up a loser and continue to suffer

Nowadays, I am getting into a shell
Locking all my emotions where my heart feels like hell
I am wantonly avoiding, ‘cos ultimately I will be devoid
I am resisting to converse, as I may end up an inverse
I am even hiding myself and afraid to look, not that I am a crook
I envisage, one fine day, your absence will make me sick

Why am I acting so weird
My life is getting very tired
I aspire to become your better half
Don’t you leave me in despair and make others laugh
I wish things were so simple
I had TIME that was ample and reactions nimble
I only WISH….
You were born after me in a location and tradition closer to mine
But the harsh reality is making my vision saline
I only WISH….
I had the right opportunity to meet her much earlier
Before someone would have grabbed and made her dearer

All I ever wanted was to get you and be your beau
Right now, things are so messed up, I have no clue
I wish the REBIRTH theory comes true
With all my terms and conditions, applied and replied
And all my wish-list becoming a reality
Ultimately, both of us sharing our lives for ETERNITY!!!

VENKY 08/06/11

My newest inspiration

She is a superstar
Hope our relationship goes far
With her vocabulary and diction
She gives me the eternal addiction
And her eloquence and accent
Makes for a bond sacrosanct
Why have I become so silent and impatient
Is it the insecure feeling of she having someone else?
I can only wonder in my sweetest dreams
A world filled by the both of us
We touch, cuddle, snuggle, care and kiss
Time seems to come to a standstill
If only she were mine
If only I had the guts to ask her to be mine
Until then, I will only be dreaming
Imagining she is with me

She looks so mature
I can see the brighter side of our future
She is so decent
Makes my time with her pleasant
I know I miss her a lot
But I can't understand God's ways and His plots
Will she be mine?
Else, I'll turn saline
Her name and thoughts brings me cheer
Time and destiny is all what I fear
It is now just a matter of time
Whether I win her over
OR Brood over her loss!!!!!

Poem

CHANGE - Come to me soon!!!

What am I doing here
Pressure from the ones dear and near
My mind is so unclear
Troubled by future's fear

I have hit a quarter century

Amidst frustations and fury

Yet another victim of our reservation policy

For our ancestral fallacy

Tired of being single and fickle
Missing my ma's curd rice and mango pickle
Nostalgic moments kindling a tingle
What am I to do in this jungle?

Mind's preoccupied with MS, MBA and M Tech
Is there nothing else left to regain our lives
Nothing new that the spirits get revived
Oh God! How am I going to survive

May be I am thinking too much
At the end of the day, all I do is punch and lunch
Slowly turning out slouch
Stuck to a PC and a couch

I only end up having dreams
During the act, I always scream
Ending up last in my team
CHANGE - Come to me soon!

My Emotions

My Emotions
-----------------

There's something missing in my life,
My senses striving for a strife.
My soul thriving somehow alive,
Maybe I'm so naive.
There's none to save,
Expecting things to be rave.
Emotions are getting lame,
A sense of imperfection and blame game,
Unless my weakness is tamed,
I shall be framed and rammed.
Marooned and Stranded,
Why my life's so bland,
What should I do to make it grand.
My friends getting fiendish,
My words getting brandished.
I wish I have answers!
I will always be a fighting soldier!

Nostalgia - A Poem

I hurt her a few times

Lied to her many a times

In the beginning, had a crush on her

She looked beautiful to my eyes

Startled by her  flawless complexion

Awestruck by her facial expressions and enigma

Met her and glanced at her a million times….

She seemed always the same

The naughty and mysterious look in her eyes

Imagined herself to be an arrogant girl

Dreaming that courting her would be tougher than climbing the Himalayas

Tried to gain her acquaintance

But she wasn’t rude

She seemed down to earth and broke the shackles

Tried probing into her personal life

We started messaging more than a 100 times a day

All that started as a cute play

Then one fine day,

My mind got stuck and confused?

I found an unconditional solace in her

It was like folding myself in warm, cozy fur

I uttered those 3 lovely words

She was surprised and I was afraid

The next day she accepted

But with a lot of hesitation and she cried

I consoled her for the 1^st time

Things continued slow

Both of us in either’s thought flow

My attitude slowly changed

My Ego got the better of me

She tried to make me happy

We both were young and immature

Both blushed and flushed

Before all the fighting

She was so loyal to me

She believed so much in me

I’ve even asked her if I was worth it

When the whole world was against me,

Still she stood by me

She was a great human being then

Always she will be

I didn’t realize how valuable she was

But this is the most valuable loss

We can gain anything that is material

But not someone like her who is so real

May be I took her for granted

My acts seemed being done for wanted

Look where I have landed

I ‘m actually stranded

Days are passing by

I’m losing my youthfulness

I wish all this is just a dream

When I wake up

I see her beside me

And then I dismiss my disturbing reverie

Finding solace in at least what I’ve done to reconcile

May be this is love and that is how life is!

There goes my love story…